Can I cave in to my older sibling’s companion?

Can I cave in to my older sibling’s companion?

I have understood my buddy’s closest friend for several years, you can state we practically grew up in each other people company.

We have constantly laughed and joked with the other person but we have hardly ever really invested time that is much. Often we catch him observing me personally in a way that is non-platonic i am doing one thing, or we are going to touch (whilst playing a casino game etc) while the space will fill with intimate stress.

He is asked me personally twice whether or otherwise not a boyfriend is had by me, to that we’ve answered that i have not got anything taking place at present. He constantly smiles a little and informs me that I’m breathtaking and that he is “surprised”. It did throw me a little the time that is first commented back at my appearance when I ended up being concerned my buddy might somehow hear. I understand he’d fight him if he did. One time after he asked me personally, my cousin joined the area and also the vibe entirely changed as the two of us knew we were doing something very wrong. I’m accountable, but interacting me realise just how much I’m physically I’m attracted to him with him in this way makes.

He’s usually within my household and I just arrived of this bath just like he had been coming up the stairs to make use of the restroom. I arrived on the scene within my towel plus it was, actually tight. I did not expect him to there be standing therefore needed to shuffle past him a little. He laughed nervously but had been staring as I walked to my room at me intensely. I’ve their quantity on my phone as my cousin has tried it to call/text him. He texted me personally a hours that are few stating that we seemed good previously. We knew exactly just just what he had been talking about. As terrible because it seems i am uncertain simply how much longer i will be in a position to get a handle on myself. Continue reading Can I cave in to my older sibling’s companion?